Missing you

As it gets closer to Christmas I miss you more and more. I know I will see you soon and that makes me happy and relieved that no one will ever be able to stop me from seeing you again. I love you Rahnia.

Going to see you soon

Daddy was very excited today. He found out that he will see you very soon because some very important people are going to make some very important decisions that will mean he can see you before Christmas. That would be the best Christmas present I could possibly want.

Coffee

Daddy and Thanh Ha went for coffee. We both love you and miss you very much and can't wait to see you again.

Daddy is at the airport

Daddy is off to see Thanh Ha again. We all miss you and love you very much. Sometimes in life things change and there is nothing you can do about this. I will see you again and I do love you so very much. I haven't forgotten about you and I never will. I'm counting the days until I see you again. Daddy loves you so very much.

Dancing, eating and cuddles

This just about sums you and I up. We have fun, I cook for you all the time and you give me lots of cuddles:

Thinking about you right now

My beautiful princess. There isn't a minute goes by when I don't think about you. I miss you so much. Daddy loves you so very much. Thanh Ha and daddy are just talking about what we will get you for Christmas. Daddy is going to see Thanh Ha next week so we will go shopping together for more of your presents. Daddy hopes to see you before Christmas. Where Daddy is from Christmas is very special, especially for children, so if I don't see you before Christmas you will get two Christmases and I'll make the Christmas with daddy very special.

Christmas

I bought your main Christmas present today. I know you will like it because you have been asking daddy for one for ages.

My Koala

Good Morning Rahnia

I woke up this morning and thought about you a lot. I can't really ask you what you want for Christmas at the moment so I'm trying to decide. You have so much already so I think I'll buy you more puzzles. Maybe even get you an tablet (a little computer) of your own and load it up with apps for you.

I still have all of your toys set up and they will stay here for you because there will always be a place for you in my life. I love you so very much.

You

You when you were a little baby.

Singing a song for me. I love this video. You love ice cream.

Something wonderful that will last forever....

Rahnia, I spoke to someone recently about the fact that things I leave around on the internet could last forever. That one day you may come looking and see them. I decided during very dark times that I would leave something around for you that was beautiful. A message in a bottle, so you will know that I love you very much and I am doing every thing I can to be a part of your life.

This is that thing. I apologize if now you are a teenager or older but at the moment you are 3 years old so I'm talking to a 3 year old. It's important that I do this so you know that my love for you has not diminished over time. I will write to you at your current age at the time of writing.

I know you like elephants so here is a picture of an elephant:

A mummy elephant and a baby elephant. You really wanted to go to the zoo to see the elephants last time I saw you but you were sick and the weather was too bad. You love the zoo.

Daddy misses you so much, I have this memory of you in my mind that last few hours before I lost you of you making me fake coffees with your toy coffee machine. I had to drink about 50 pretend coffees. They were the best coffees I have ever tasted and I'll never forget them.